I just want to start out by saying I don’t hate you. My heart hurts for you and I am so sorry that you are hurting so badly. I pray everyday that things will get better for you.
Forgiveness is not easy and it has been really hard for me. I don’t want a fresh start with you, I don’t want to talk to you. You hurt me. I don’t know if things between us will ever be okay, but sometimes it is just easier to let go. I know we all make mistakes and we aren’t perfect, but guilt does all somehow.
I can’t tell you how much it hurt my heart when you did all of the things you did to me. I can’t keep this anger pent-up anymore, I’m not forgiving you but I am letting the anger and the feeling of revenge go. I don’t want to hear “I’m sorry”, because by now it’s too late. Just know I’m thinking about you and God is looking over you.
I want to thank you thank you for teaching me that I am stronger than I thought I could ever be, as much as you were about ready to push me over the edge I fought for myself.
So thank you, and I hope that maybe one day you will change, that maybe one day you will have gotten the help for your own personal hurting.